TRUST

Trust maybe is the one thing I can’t quite give to anyone. I may tell people some things but I don’t give them the whole story.  That’s one of my issues, putting my trust into someone. Maybe because every time I do, they screwed up. I may try to show some hint, but then I shut them off when they started asking questions. I may be transparent but I am very private and secretive. I may be loud but that’s not everything about me. That would also be the probable reason why people think that I am aloof and distant and at times, snob. -C-

A TEAR

                  I promised not to let a single tear fall from my eyes again crying over that same freaking reason. But forgive my broken promise for it’s really that hard. It’s hard that I cannot do anything about it; it’s hard that I have no other options but to obey; it’s hard that I cannot talk back to lessen the weight inside my heart; it’s hard that when I share these feelings, nobody seems to feel me, really feel me; it’s hard that when I try to bare my soul to the person concerned, I am rude and envious and pathetic. -C-