Hiding Place

WELCOME TO MY THOUGHT CORNER!

This is my personal "hiding place" where I can talk about my feelings and thoughts freely; the perfect corner where I can give life to my daydreams and complain about my reality; an escape to share my kind of crazy and keep my sanity. I love words that rhyme and that is not a crime. This is a mixture of darkness, butterflies and confetti. If you're still reading this then it's working so go ahead and enjoy the rest of it. - C

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Loudmouth

You go to work with all the good vibes you gathered along the way but you will be greeted by a loudmouth who never stops whining. Sigh. -C

Monday, April 22, 2013

A Little Bit of Everything

I can be corny;
I can be nerdy;
I can be weird;
I can be dorky.

I can be reserved;
I can be transparent;
I can be cautious;
I can be spontaneous.

I can be honest;
I can be blunt;
I can be cryptic;
I can be mysterious.

I can be quirky;
I can be boring;
I can be snappy;
I can be jumpy.

I can be cool;
I can be funny;
I can be sweet;
I can be kind.

I can be a little bit of everything with the different types of people around me. You can say I'm plastic but I call it adaptability. When I don't like someone, I can be civil but I can also be a real bitch. -C

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Nothing

            You are not supposed to have a little "Sawyer" with "Lindsey". It wasn't part of our story. But you know what, it didn't hurt as much as I expected it. In fact, I was more hurt when I found out that Danny O'Donoghue is flirting with a Filipina. Maybe I wasn't really into you. Maybe I was just so drowned with the idea of us when in fact, there's NOTHING.

            A story once so vivid is turning to be just a painting slowly fading. -C

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Story of Us

             I always believed that our story is already written like that of Lucas and Peyton. Let me tell you how and why.

               You met me when I was with "Nathan". You were like brothers back then and I assume up to now. Your cousin is the closest "Haley" I can think of. I thought you like me but you girlfriend-ed my "Brooke." I moved on and try to find my "Jake" just to realize that I still have feelings for you.

               I went to "LA" to work. You followed me and ambushed me with a proposal. I know I should've said yes but I said not yet. I thought we were cool until I woke up and you were gone and far away.

               So this story of us... You've found your "Lindsey". You are supposed to come back to "Tree Hill" so I can tell you how I feel. You can tell me you hate me and we can both be miserable. Eventually, you'll ambush me with another proposal and we'll both realize we are meant to be together, forever. -C

Monday, April 8, 2013

Pirate

To that one person who inspires me when everyone else keeps disappointing me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. You are an incredible person inside and out. I never thought I will be interested in someone younger than me but you changed that. A man with long hair has always been a turn off for me, but you changed that. I have always been about the height and the body, but you changed that. You were the last person I imagined I will fall in love with. You see yourself as a pirate but I don't care. You are sensitive and I love it. I am your soldier and I will always fight for what I love and that is YOU. You are a beautiful person, don't forget that. So consider this as my love letter for you. Love, -C.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

The Script #3 Live in Manila


          I know I promised my next time to be a VIP seat but promises are made to be broken. I watched their first concert all by my lonesome and I decided to see this next one with my friends for two reasons: first, I'm on a financial crisis right now and second, I want to sing along to their songs with my equally crazy friends. So we decided to buy the Upper Box B tickets. Apparently, a lot of people have had emo-gasm over The Script songs and lyrics. Tickets were sold like hotcakes. Sold out. We had to find another way. I cannot miss their show. Eventually, we found someone over the internet and I am not going to discuss the details at length due to some unfortunate events that I want to keep as a secret for now while I'm doing an investigation and espionage ;). What's important is that we were able to get in.

            We were so close to the stage that I can almost touch Mark's guitars. I've never seen Danny so close. Last time we were like two goals on the opposite sides of the field. Now, he's like the player and I'm the coach on the sideline. That close!


            The excitement set in as the lights went off and ear-gasmic Good Ol' Days plays on. There's no better opening song. In fact I tweeted Danny that that is the best song to open their #3 tour. I'm glad they did. Then non-stop hits started. Black boots, black skinny jeans, black t-shirt and black leather jacket. Freaking H-O-T! Way better than your baggy pants two years ago, D. Keep it up! It's just a matter of minutes before he removes his jacket.


               Going back to the songs, they did the same acapella thing for The Man Who Can't Be Moved which according to Danny is better than the last time. Sorry sweetheart but I don't agree with you. The last time gave me goosies. Maybe it's just me, maybe it was the section I'm on (from Patron to Lower Box), or maybe it isn't but 2011 was a magical moment for me.

             They also sang their current single If You Could See Me Now. It describes what they've been going through says Mark. It was time to test my tongue. ♪♫♪Take that rage, put it on a page take the page to the stage. Blow the roof off the place.♪♫♪Yeah! Hahaha! Their songs are a big challenge to memorize but I did manage. I will always manage :-) Cocky!

            It has been their tradition to capture a moment on stage with the crowd in the background. And since it is Easter Sunday, they brought two bunny mascotts and some bunny head gears. Danny wear gloves and a Team Pacman jacket. I swear he looks so fresh in that jacket. I was even planning to steal it from him or better yet steal it with him in it LOL! He wrestled one of the the bunnies. Such a kid.

            He and Mark had a beer competition, a race to finish a bottle of beer. He won and holy molly mother of all cows, he poured the remaining beer to his head. Breathe! As much as I want to describe the feeling, I can't because I want to keep this entry as wholesome as possible. So I'll just leave it to your imagination.

               They asked the audience to do something spontaneous and call an ex. One girl is so quick to dial the number of his ex-boyfriend named Marvin. Dude, you are one lucky bastard I'm telling you. Danny talked to you. Danny sang to you. Danny talked to you again. Nothing. That's just my favorite The Script song. Jealous girl here.


             Two years ago Danny said I'm Yours was written at 3am, now it's 4am. I understand, he's drunk. He said it himself. "I'm not gonna lie I'm still drunk" and sang a song in a drunken manner. He's funny.


              If anybody has a video of me singing along to Six Degrees of Separation, I wouldn't want to see it. It was my most all out singing performance. I can relate so much to the song that want to believe it was written for me. I wouldn't be surprised if my voice is louder than Danny's haha! That was a crazy moment.


              Speaking of crazy, they left the stage after For The First Time. People started chanting "we want more" as part of the encore routine. They came back. Mark was there. Glen was there. Back up was there. All eyes on the stage. Woooo-oh-oh-oh ♪♫♪ I've been kicked right down. I've been spat in the face. I've been too weighed down to the lowest place. ♪♫♪ WHERE THE HELL IS THAT VOICE!? All heads turned to lower box where the hullabaloo was. Yes, our section. One door away from our seats. WTF! An opportunity slipped through my fingers. MOVE.ON.


               Hall of Fame rift came on and I think my feelings are just the same as everybody's feeling in that room. It's one of the best songs but it also gives you that reluctant feeling to enjoy because you know it's about to end. It's the last song. Reality kicked in when the confetti starts falling. Everybody starts clapping. The band said good night and took their "final" bow. But.... it looks like the crowd wants more and let the band know by chanting "we want more" once again. To everyone's delight, the band started discussing which song to play. I can read their lips. Mark started singing "You can be the champion" continuously while the other four are trying to decide. They closed the show the same way they opened it. Good Ol' Days. An encore after the encore. That's a first for me and for them too. Feelings and emotions cannot be put into words. All I know is that in the future, this moment is the good old days. -C

SETLIST:
Good Ol' Days
We Cry
Breakeven
Science and Faith
The Man Who Can't Be Moved
If You Could See Me Now
Before the Worst
If You Ever Come Back
Talk You Down
Nothing
I'm Yours
Six Degrees of Separation
For the First Time

Encore:
You Win't Feel A Thing
Hall Of Fame

Bonus:
Good Ol' Days