She hates it when people worry about her like she's a fragile little girl. They think she's quiet, naïve, gentle and too trusting. They don't think she can handle things just fine. But those people who know her, really know her, are aware that she's a strong person. Geee, she's even dominant. She maybe small in size but she's as tough as a big man. And please, she's far from being quiet, naïve, gentle and trusting. She doesn't even trust anyone.
She hates people who can't stand on their own. Those who are too dependent; always asking for help; cannot make their own decisions; too afraid to take a risk. She does everything on her own that's why she doesn't understand why others can't especially if she's the one being bothered. Maybe she's too independent that's why she hates those who cannot (be independent).
She hates it when someone decides for her just as she hates deciding for someone else. She doesn't want anyone meddling in her life. Her life, her decisions; Her mistakes, her consequences. You can call her selfish but as much as possible, she doesn't want to make decisions having to consider another person. She makes the decision and she doesn't want to be accountable to anyone.
She hates the feeling of being nervous. Mentally, she can control it and still have an organized thought. She can still stay on point and say the right words. The problem is, physically, she's a mess. Once nervousness hits, her voice and hands will start to tremble too bad it's too obvious to everyone. She will literally gasps for air before she can finish a sentence. She doesn't know what to do about it and it sucks. -C
