Game Over

It's two in the morning and I'm listening to John Mayer

Saying that nobody wins in a heartbreak warfare

While I lie in my bed and at the ceiling I stare

Whoever said that in love and war, all is fair.

I once lost a necklace but I didn't care

Didn't waste a single minute, didn't even dare

I once lost a favorite shirt still I didn't care

I may have searched for hours but I get it out of my hair.

We can be friends, no we never were

How about almost lover 'cause we're almost there?

I always thought we were something until it was December

I was never part of the picture, I should've been more clever.

I was waiting for you to get your shit together

We can have a fairy tale, always and forever

A piece of a puzzle, you came around, buzzer-beater

I listened, I believed like a child to her mother.

Like a promise of forever, I waited I remember

Only to be crushed ten days later

You couldn't even tell me, guess who's the news bearer?

Boy I thought you were different, I thought you were better.

You could've skype-d me, or yahoo messenger

What was your defense, she's aggressive? Oh screw her!

I couldn't blame you, you've always been a player

Everything is clear now, the truth is blindingly brighter.

So don't tell me you miss me, you liar!

Don't tell me you're lonely, I know better.

Next time you talk to me, no "sorry", don't bother

Drunken or sober, I'll stick it to your head, game over. -C

Façade

            He has this air of cockiness when he speaks. He will make you feel stupid when he's around. He thinks that he knows everything, Mr. Know It All. Do not be fooled. That's just the effect that he will have on you but the truth is, he is just that. Nothing more. He maybe beautiful outside but inside, he is shallow and has a mind of a junior high school. Some maybe impressed but not me. He thinks he's on top of the world whatever world that is, I don't know. All I know is that the facade cannot deceive me. I may not have a single romantic relationship with a guy but I know a trash when I see one. And it really makes me sick when a person who doesn't know anything about something talks a lot about something as if he knows everything. -C