Hopeless Hope

            Have you ever had that moment when you look back to that time when all this life-after-graduation was just a dream? When teachers and professors used to ask, “how do you see yourself 10 or 15 years from now”? Then you went on and compare your answers to where you really are right now? And you begin to wonder if those dreams of yours will ever come to life.

            I've been working for more than three years now and still can't see any of those dreams coming to life except that I have a job and I am a CPA. Aside from that, there's none. I know it's still early to assess everything but I need to feel that I am going somewhere certain. Even prayers need some answers. Even faith needs hope. Even trust needs a little assurance. Then a sudden realization came. I think I've been hanging on to these hopeless hopes for too long. -C