I Hate You

          I just saw the movie 10 Things I Hate About You (the one with Julia Stiles and Heath Ledger) and I was inspired to write a letter/poem dedicated to someone I used to (?) have the same feelings for. So here it is. I just hope he won't find out and if he does, I hope it won't occur to him that this is about him.

I hate that I ever saw you

Because I couldn't resist you

I hate that I've met you

Because I can't get my mind off you.

I hate your same old smile

You wear them every time, I wonder why

I hate your emotionless eyes

I can't read what's on your mind.

I hate it when my heart beats faster

And my knees become weaker

I hate it that I write you letters

They don't make things better.

I hate your bulging chest

They feel so good I guess

I hate your strong biceps

Imprison me and I'm the safest.

I hate that I dream of you

And not really with you

I hate it that I think of you

And not actually hold you

        I used to tell my friends that you're the person I hate the most. Not because you're annoying or something but because you make me feel emotions that are alien to me and I don't know how to deal with it. You make me act weirdly which is way beyond my capability because I want to you to notice me. You make me feel so shy because every time you look at me I stare at my feet and realize how not fair they are. So, yeah, I guess I hate you. -C