Everybody has their own love stories, some are happy, some are lonely, and some are tragic, some worth remembering, some worth forgotten, different beginnings with different endings. But one thing is common, it all started with feelings – love at first sight, hatred, fondness, annoyed and all that.
They say feelings should be communicated which I disagree, especially if you are a girl. I still believe that boys should make the first move, should make the move. Old school perhaps but that is what I believe and that is what I want to happen. That is the very same reason why I hate being a girl. A girl cannot tell a guy how she feels about him until the guy court her. I know I can easily change that but I don’t want to. I am not one of them girls. Guys can choose among every girl but girls are limited to choose among guys courting them. Isn’t it unfair? All a girl is to do is wait and wait and wait until the guy they like finally notice and court her. But what if they guy is not doing anything? Is he worth waiting for?
Knowing a guy for twelve years already and knowing that he has been in love with you for eight years now without him telling you that fact is such a crap! What will you do? Keep waiting, waiting and waiting? That is just too much! She wanted the guy to tell her how he feels, how much he love her. She wanted him to court her. How would he know that she feels the same if he’s not telling her?
I am so sorry for this piece. It ended up being full of dilemma which is not supposed to be. I do not know how to end it. I am not yet ready to reveal anything. I should have not started and written this in the first place. My bad!-C
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