2011 Review

Same with this image, my 2011 had been plain black and white.

              I'm one of those people who are always excited about new years' eve, especially this one saying goodbye to 2011. As early as October I've been waiting for this day to come. I just want this year to end. I feel like I've made so many mistakes. I've had a lot of doubts about myself and about my decisions. But I don't want to regret any of it. They were all a part of me. I just want to move on and forget about it. 2011 had been a steady year for me. Steady in the sense that, nothing has changed. When 2011 started I was this and that and now that it's about to end, I'm still the same. No achievements, no improvements. I'm sure I had a lot of ups and a lot of downs but most of it are petty things. Professionally speaking, I'm still the same. I may have a good job but I'm not completely happy with it. I'm not contented. I don't see myself doing the same things I do for the next two years. I'm sure you'll say people have unlimited wants. I'm very much aware of it and I don't like these "wants" to remain as "wants" by the end of 2012. I want things to happen. I don't want to remain stuck in this same me by the end of 2012. But for now, I'll still wait for a couple of months and I'll pick things up from there. As 2012 starts, I brought and saved a lot of positive vibes. That's all I got for now. I'm hoping for a positive result and fruitful year. -C